第七十章

    感受不到发生了什么，没有疼痛，没有悲伤，没有愧疚。那一刻米兰的意识飘得很远，仿佛置身于无垠的沙漠，一片沙漠过去是另一片沙漠，睁开眼睛，是因为炙热阳光余晖下的晦暗不明的光圈，那些光圈漂浮飞舞，一伸手便飘得很远很远，无论如何也抓不住。

    耳边一轮道路播报，又是一轮男中音兴奋的广告，一轮又一轮周而复始，最终剩下的是一首英文歌，然后，眼泪措手不及的跌出眼眶。

    Well you only need the light when it’s burning low

    Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

    Only know you love her when you let her go

    Only know you’ve been high when you’re feeling low

    Only hate the road when you’re missing home

    Only know you love her when you let her go

    And you let her go

    Staring at the bottom of your glass

    Hoping one day you’ll make a dream last

    But dreams e slow and they go so fast

    You see her when you close your eyes

    Maybe one day you’ll understand why

    Everything you touch surely dies

    Cause you only need the light when it’s burning low

    Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

    Only know you love her when you let her go

    Only know you’ve been high when you’re feeling low

    Only hate the road when you’re missing home

    Only know you love her when you let her go

    Staring at the ceiling in the dark

    Same old empty feeling in your heart

    ‘Cause love es slow and it goes so fast

    Well you see her when you fall asleep

    But never to touch and never to keep

    ‘Cause you loved her too much and you dived too deep

    ‘Cause you only need the light when it’s burning low

    Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

    Only know you love her when you let her go

    Only know you’ve been high when you’re feeling low

    And you only hate the road when you’re missing home

    And you only know you love her when you let her go

    Yeah you only need the light when it’s burning low

    Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

    Only know you love her when you let her go

    And you let her go

    转眼，那刺眼的日光消失不见，变成了昏昏黄黄的日光灯，耳边那首英文歌消失只剩下轮子摩擦地面发出粗粝的尖叫。接踵而至的是器械相互碰撞发出的清脆冰凉的音调，鼻息间血腥味越发的浓郁，一丝一寸的残留从身体中剥离。

    眼底一片白茫茫，这种冷色调不由的让人冰冷的颤抖，不带丝毫的情感，器械在体内搅动却感觉不到疼痛，这一切都很安静，除了器械声之外，耳畔还有粗喘的呼吸，以及仿佛能够听到渐渐消失的心跳。

    咚，咚，咚......

    那一声声哀怨凄惨，逐渐由强变弱，直至消失。

    手术室门外的李辰脚下一是一地的烟头，护士已经制止过几次，但他依旧充耳不闻，掏... -->>
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